sad.stressed.tired.

sick of my own incapabilities.

audition tmr again.

which i have no confidence at all, cos i know myself. but thanks jane... true u have to believe in yourself and tell yourself that you can make it and you have already half made it.smiles.

pray hard.sing hard.do my best.i really want to get in.

syf coming.4 tests next weeks.major tests i can say.

but hey look on the bright side man, meeting up with polka-dotties next tue to celebrate fel's birthday.hees. cant wait.

till then. havent blog for ages.

got miss me?

haha so thick skinned.

life has been quite busy for me.and yes stressful too.had been trying to learn all the pieces and im glad that im getting the notes and stuff.now all we need is polishing and practice practice and more practice.

hmm 18 more days.here we go.

school has been quite taxing.with all the tutorials and tests coming up.next week having econs test but i know nuts about it. oh no.it's like the more i read the more confused i get.*sobs*

hmm,tmr there's gonna be alto welcome party for the J1s!hohoho. so excited about it.cos u know wat? we get to eat p.i.z.z.a!oh man!it's gonna be so pizzalicious.man.somemore before choir after pe!yippies!

choir's going to aussie in late june for aus music festival and i might be going.oh man!im so excited!

experienced couple of setbacks and decision makings recently and i must thank God for bringing me through. had been coming home late these few days.had choir practices till late and the trend these few days is like got home eat watch a lil tv doze off.so fruitful eh.

had been telling myself to study at home but just cant seem to squeeze out thetime.hmm,it's time i plan my time better.

went for syf aud today.have to thank god that i got into syf. got into alto 2 instead of sop 2. haiz.alto again.have to re learn the parts too. in erm 1 week. bravo.*trying trying*

tutorials lectures tutorials lectures.i can literally feel the stress coming le. the pace is definitely picking up.good and bad.good= i am getting into the mugging mode le. bad=my sleep!*sobs*

xiaoli change class le.*sobs*i'll miss her.changing officially from monday onwards.her crapping and her sportiness and her forever going to the toilet habit.haha.will miss ya!dun forget us k!rmb that 05s16 rocks! tired.

had CIP early this morning at 8. there was slight drizzle when we started out at 9am. actually it rained the whole day. wells wat a nice day to sleep in but im doing CIP by collecting recyclable items.

so we walked and walked from school to our blocks 209 210 215 216.started our collection.me,xiaoli,pearlie and kenneth took level 6 of each building. me and xiaoli were outside this unit and there was this cute lil girl doing her hmwork.so xiaoli asked the maid abt the newspaper and stuff and the maid passed the newspapers to the lil girl to pass to us. but the lil girl was hugging to this stack of papers and she ran to the door then run back into the kitchen again.erm,dun want to give us?hahaa. then xiaoli was like psychoing her to give it to her and she finally did.according to xiaoli, she say the lil girl found her cute so she gave her. hahaa, guess the lil girl tot we playing game with her. so cute. then we went this other unit, there's this cute lil malay boy boy and again xiaoli asked the grandma. apparently the lil boy was verey small in size so when his grandma pass to him he could only carry abt twoday's newspapers at each time. so he ran in ran out of the door like erm ten times? hahaa, so cute in the end he was like panting and so tired. so cute!!! and again xiaoli said her cuteness was the reason why the lil bo boy gave the newspapers to her.-_-"

ended the collection at ard 10 plus and we started our long wait for the karang guni man to come. we waited for like 1 plus hr ok!meanwhile the girls were self entertaining by taking pictures that were erm -_-" and playing -_-" games. thanks to si hui i went bonkers too. [bu4! bu4! bu4! ps. that's scissors paper stone's paper in chinese] hahaaa.

finally the lorry came.yay. can go back sch take attendance. on the way walking back class was acting so patriotic by singing college songs and orientation songs ,cheers out loud lar!so malu-ing but i sang too. oops. haha.

had lunch with pearlie,shirley,grace,xin rui,shanshan,huishan.

then went church to prepare stuff for tmr.

and i got home at 5 plus. deadbeat.

apparently i was too high in the morning and the battery went low in the evening ehhs.

so now im feeling tired.hai. im getting old.