i cant understand myself.
multiple masks i have made myself put on
people try to understand me but do they ever understand the real me?
i dun even know who i really am.

trying to find myself
trying to face myself


i really cant face myself
results,commitments,social circles
they are all in a mess
anyone out there?

i know the answer
however much i know
i still do not know.

ahh crap. i am crapping alrdy.
ignore this entry.
i just did physics.
its demoralising.