getting my results on 24 oct, next monday.

ok, let's see.before i take my results i should take some time to think through which path is better for me. am i able to cope with the stress level? or is it better for me to choose another path where i can take a course i prefer?

let say i fail.
similar to serene, i cant bear to leave jc.
it has been a fruitful year for me, being involved in choir, met a great bunch of classmates,meeting a great bunch of choir mates..
however, i have not prioritised my studies causing it to be sarcrificed.
and i know im more suited for the jc system.you know systematic, rules regulated,restricted.

on the other hand, i yearn for poly too.
i do not know if ill be able to adapt to the new environment.
but it seems like a refreshing new start for me
where i can choose what i prefer more.

haha.the irony of it all.

haiz. why cant things stay the way it is?
why do things change, people change, environment change?
i dun like. but do i have a choice.

i dun like the feeling of anything drifting apart.
be it relationships with people, things, whatever.

another part of my life i sacrificed this year.
church.
i feel guilty.


i hope i wont retain.
haiz, but we all know God has a plan for me.
do your best and God will the rest((: i want to complain.

1 day of marking day isnt enough!
i havent play enough. wahhx

urghs.there's school tmr.some enrichment day.wateva.

piggin' out at home is the most xing fu thing in my world.
yippies. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.

it's the OFFICIAL end of promos.

06 oct '05

but its kinda short. as in everything seems to happen so quickly.it's like yesterday when im complaining that i cant catch up due to all the choir and blah, then we start going into revision then exams came and now they are gone. came and gone like the wind.

which means my fate of promoting or not is alrdy destined.

>.<

i'll know it by the end of next week.
can't stand my sch teachers. are they too efficient or are they too efficient?!

in any case. i just wanna relax now.

sunday.

wheet. xiaomei, mayday here i come!
it's been a century long since i went to a sign session. wahhx.im excited. cant wait. serene,sh let's screaaaaaaaaaaaam all our might when we see xiaomei alright? haha. im high.