getting my results on 24 oct, next monday.

ok, let's see.before i take my results i should take some time to think through which path is better for me. am i able to cope with the stress level? or is it better for me to choose another path where i can take a course i prefer?

let say i fail.
similar to serene, i cant bear to leave jc.
it has been a fruitful year for me, being involved in choir, met a great bunch of classmates,meeting a great bunch of choir mates..
however, i have not prioritised my studies causing it to be sarcrificed.
and i know im more suited for the jc system.you know systematic, rules regulated,restricted.

on the other hand, i yearn for poly too.
i do not know if ill be able to adapt to the new environment.
but it seems like a refreshing new start for me
where i can choose what i prefer more.

haha.the irony of it all.

haiz. why cant things stay the way it is?
why do things change, people change, environment change?
i dun like. but do i have a choice.

i dun like the feeling of anything drifting apart.
be it relationships with people, things, whatever.

another part of my life i sacrificed this year.
church.
i feel guilty.


i hope i wont retain.
haiz, but we all know God has a plan for me.
do your best and God will the rest((: