the rules:
-the tagged victims list 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner, mentioning the gender of said partner.
-tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on the post letting them know they have been tagged. if tagged before, no need to contribute.

my perfect (male) lover:
1) sense of security
2) cute. and yes i agree with the gayish cute! HAHA!!
3) tacit understanding
4) hrmm....romaaaaaaaaaaaaaantic haha
5) lovessssssss me!
6) cute?
7) cute??
8) cute???

haha. ok the last few was crap. haha. now here's the next luckiest 8 people chosen by me. serene is so cunning. you didnt leave a single cheena for me to choose la.

1) sharon
2) edmund
3)grace yam
4) pearlie
5) shan
6) xin rui
7) janet
8) siying

congrats!! mug.

mug.

mug.

mug.

tmr's chemistry test.

organic chem, group VII, energetics.

wed's physics SPA assessment.

next monday's chemistry SPA assessment.

next week's got physics test i heard.

common tests are starting in two weeks time.

and i havent start on the revision.

im already dying under daily work.

floating floating. not drown yet.

heh.

everyone!

jiayou jiayou!

mug.

mug.

mug.

other stuff.

don't think. i dislike myself.
temperamental self.
indecisive self.
hot tempered self.
no self controlled self.

and,
somehow no matter how i try
and even if i do succeed
it's only temporary
because,
i feel disheartened when i don't receive approval.
and i'll be back to square one.
indulgence in self pity.

just a note.
call me strange or whatever.
i don't like people's how are yous, are you oks. these general vague statements.
i know its concern.
but hey, it's tiring to answer this questions when i don't want to answer these questions.
cos, i do not know how to reply.
is yes the politically right answer? but don't people ask these qns when they see that you are not ok and thus they want you to tell them that you are ok so that they will not be worried but they will still worry when you say you are ok as they know you are not ok.
so, i don't like.

ahh. this post is weird. a post more about me.heh.don't ask me what happen or anything ya. nothing happen. just didn't feel like studying and i start writing crap. the end. mmmmm...tummy full.

had two treats today. lunched at suki sushi buffet and dinnered at pizza hut. heh one treated by yingshan the other by melon teacher. thankyou!^__^ loooong week.

but v day was fun haha. exchanging chocolates and stuff. and i went out with my girlfriends(:
i want a new phone!! my panasonic vs6! crys!

had tuition ytd. it was pouring when i went over to je larhs. i was totally drenched. even with a big pj umbrella. heh. yea borrowed from the sc. whole road from pj to bus stop was like flooded. and i only see me one pathetic soul in the winds. brrrr. now i've got no shoe to wear again. stupid shoe got so many holes.

paid tuition fees ytd. tot it was 20 per hour. in the end he told me it's 25 per hour. i was kinda well shocked. so went home and ask mama for extra cash and she was fuming when she heard the fluctuating price. but it's actually my friend tell me wrongly. and of course she called desmond and rattled on for a solid ten minutes. die la. next week how to face him.it's so gonna be an awkward two hours.

oohs. pj's kinda kind. gave us the common test schedule last week. so early!

9 march gp paper
10 march maths paper cum cross country
21 march physics
22 march chemistry
23 march chemistry
24 march physics

yeaps! so study study study! everyone jiayou!! touched by the performance of 台湾原住儿合唱团 today.
especially the last song 那一双看不见的手.
gave us a huge impact after listening to their 见证( witnesses).
the group was in tears when they sang the song.. bringing tears to the congregation too.
haiz, singaporeans sure 身在福中不知福..

oh yes, congrats to xiucheng, wenqi, shanshan, yihan, ziliang, stelly for doing well in your o's (:
ginny! we are always here for you. rmb! and God will make a way (: just woke up from my lil nap. slept at 7pm and now's 2am. kinda shock my mama didnt wake me up ehhs. but i sure needed that few extra hours. hrmms going back to sleep soon after i bathe. hehs.

didnt blogged for a long time. it was kind of a chain reaction. i'm busy today, so i push to tmr to update. but the next day i forgot and it's pushed to the next. and the next day comes and i'm busy again. so it just drags on and soon i lost the habit of updating. heh.

oohs. i saw a double rainbow in the evenin at my sch track on thursday. we just finished chem remedial ard 7pm and we walked out of mpr3 which is facing the track and saw the beauuuuuutiful rainbow!! it was after a thunderstorm and the rainbow lasted for about 30 seconds?!and we caught it! SO BLESSED! it was a full rainbow with another small arch hiding behind the full one!! so beautiful! i took photo but cant capture the full rainbow. and my stupid hp cam cant mms so it's left in my phone forever. but the memory of happiness and bliss stays with me!! grins! it was such a wonderful present after a loong day of lessons till 7pm.

had phycial training for pe on thurday due to the rain. and im still aching now. help my hands anybody?