dedicated to_____you.

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as i see the day coming to an end.
the sorrows doesn't seem to fade away.
although i see you putting on a strong front, deep down you just want to cry your heart out.
your closest kin. only gem to him. he knows that you are a filial girl.
he knows.he always knows.
he will be glad that you have not teared for him. cos, he can't bear to see you cry.
you are one brave lady. so is your mom.
two strong souls standing strong, fighting the battle.
cry if you need. but pull through.
don't worry, we are always here.
life's tough. but you are tougher.
show to the rest, your "za cao" spirit. Praise 2006.

wonderful(:

another big event of the year. and this time round, it's not something bad, it's something good(:

many turned up. about 120 people. wow. haiz. pity louisa/luciana/soohuay/serene/pearlie cant join): it was such a good time to sing your hearts out. to the God that we can always always trust.

love the song "prayer" (dao gao).
beautiful lyrics, beautiful song. anyone who has the lyrics send me okay(: When Bad Things Happen
by John Fischer

When bad things happen to good people we can be assured that this is God, out to make good people better.

There are so many things in life that make us cry, “Why?” “Why me?” “Why now?” I don’t think we are capable of knowing all the answers to these questions. Our lives fit into a vast and complicated tapestry that only God could unravel, because he’s the one making it. There are things that happen in our lives that are tied in an intricate domino effect to something else happening somewhere else that we may never realize in this life. I’ve heard of enough bizarre connections to know this is happening a lot more than we realize. Chalk it up to God’s amazing creativity as he weaves his will into the events of the world.

Someone gets sick, goes to the hospital, and ends up leading the person in the next bed to the Lord. Not only this, but huge growth issues were established in both of their lives when this happened, and this started a chain of events still going on today. And we want to ask “Why?” I have a feeling God might say, “You don’t have time for that answer. Besides, you haven’t lived long enough to see the end of it. Sorry, but I could never explain it all to you. You just have to trust me.”

Our job is to look at what happens in our lives and learn from what God is trying to teach us. There are no mistakes here. God doesn’t go, “Whoops!” or to the angels: “OK, what went wrong here? Which one of you guys had Fischer this time?”

Here’s the truth of the matter: “And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.” (Romans 8:28 NLT) Which is another way of saying that God’s purpose is in everything that you and I go through, whether we are able to see it or not. And that purpose is producing something good in and through our lives, no matter what happens. Do you believe that?

We all have things in our lives in which it is hard – almost impossible – to see God’s purpose. That doesn’t mean anything except that we are shortsighted and short on faith sometimes. That’s when we need to keep on believing and knowing that God is working things out for the best.

What about you? Is something bad happening to you right now? Think back on a time when you felt like this about something that you now see God had a purpose in, and believe that he is at work, doing the same redemptive act with what you can’t see right now and believe. Don’t stop believing. sick again.
aiya stupid immune system.
bad throat.cough.headache.
ponned school today. haha. slept whole day.
so i missed the stats test today.
and the track and field meet.

nothing much to blog.
tata. some nice songs recently i'm hooked onto.

Hayley Westerna - Pokarekare Ana (Pure) click
her voice is so pure and clean that you get hooked so easily. a song that makes you relax.

Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You click
wonderful R&B singer. catchy, light hearted.

Carrie Underwood - Jesus, take the wheel click
powerful singing.

Il Divo ft. Celine Dion - I Believe In You click
wow. i LOVE this bunch of guys. and celine dion adds colour to the song, making it totally perfect(:

above are links to listening to these songs online.
enjoy. 无奈。
why is everyone not free so coincidentally on day of praise 2006?

26 aug.

7.30pm.

glory church.

haiz.

i tried.

hard. the exciting thing today.

cut hair.
haha no la!
nothing big about cutting hair la.
just layered a few more dozen layers haha.

anyw, it's the rally.
so so so so nice.
it's so rare that i actually liked rally speeches and i caught the whole thing.
was so enriching, mind provoking, amusing. you name it.
and i was so sad.
one cos, only i was high after the rally.
two cos, only i caught the whole thing.

how can?!
i don't care. people, catch the repeat telecast! and watch the video clips "Singapore in clay art" and "Singapore in Sand Art" by CHIJ St Joseph Convent almost towards the last half hour of the rally.
Awe.
Awwww.
Wow.
Got it?

and lee's so charismatic. now i like his charisma, cos he makes a good speaker. but person, neutral. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO(: ytd!! say a min ago!

and MADINA too! ytd!

and SHIRLEY 13aug

and GRACE! 12aug

(: doubly happy(:

had quite a good time today at church. talks were on miracles and prayers

and, He showed me a miracle today too. for letting me know that i have friends who will always be there. especially when i'm straying. yep. thanks.

my god-bro's propose was successful!! hOOrAys!(:(: wheeee! way to go bro!!

one last thing, PRAISE 2006. 26 aug. 7.30pm.a night of worships and praises. anyone interested? serene? pearlie? come come!! (: ohh! almost forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

the fireworks rock-ed! sick.38.3 degrees. slept for near 20 hours. which meant to say i did nothing today. man. to think i wanted to finish homework today. urgh.
anyw.fireworks on sat was beautiful. so beautiful. hopefully i can go for the finale piece this saturday too. mum's against it. say i will get sick again. well hopefully la. cross fingers.

oh something really amazing. i was burning hot this morning. so i ate medicine and before i slwpt i prayed real hard and after half hour nap, i was in sweat! and the temp went down by 0.5deg. which made a huge load of difference. amen!(:(:

shall go rest. tata.