i'm tired. and the ylbfb is still not up. it's at 1.45am. i hope i can tahan till 1.45am haha. no no. beyond! can't tahan till 1.45am and go sleep right. wasted. no no no .

anyway, did i mention that my room is horredously clean?
AND it has been like this since last sunday after i cleaned, threw away all the rubbish, packed my books and chucked them in a carton, and vaccuumed and sweeped. WOW. glittering.

HEH. how proud of myself can i get?
VERY.

today's dental visit wasn't really very bad. it was just bad. haha.
the dentist did filling, scaling, polishing for my teeth.
and the scaling was really hard to bare.
can you imagine the drilling sound?
yea, that's it.drilling my teeth.ci ci ci ci ci ci ci.
and i spat out lotsa blood. euurghs.
know what, i need to go for tooth extraction.
OH MY. its going to be soso so so so painful. my mouth will be so swollen that i wont be able to talk and eat and i have to drink only liquid and orange juice!
the doc said one of my molgar tooth(eh is it molgar? molar? ah whatever..the back tooth) is infected. huh...so serious ah..must extract ah....why.........

my next appointment for the discussion of extraction date will be on the 13th dec. bahh.sobs.

i don't want i don't want i don't want i don't want!