18:55
Thursday, November 16, 2006
the urge to study
does the title show my passion towards studying?
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yesterday night i had my fair share of entertainment till the wee hours and this morning i woke up and continued. but, till late morning, i couldn't take it anymore and went back to studying. oh my goodness. what has happened to me?
ALTHOUGH right now the right action to do is of course, to study for tomorrow's paper. BUT it really feels weird not having to study. because you will feel uneasy and guilty. I think many will agree with me. Like you have something unfinished.Isn't it?
Guess we have already been accustomed to this kind of life. A timetable already planned out for us and we just have to follow the timetable and organise our lives. Pitiful isn't it?
Anyway, I guess I will not feel the sense of utmost joy tomorrow since I have already tasted freedom in advanced. Haha.
To everyone, jiayou okay? time flies. really.
OH. and tomorrow will be my last time wearing the peejay uniform.
The last time adjusting the badge so that the pointed edge is facing up not down.
The last time stuffing my bag into the locker
( crap, what's my locker number?)The last time cramming into the toilet after the exams
( haha -_-")The last time seeing 05s16 in school
( well except the non-chem people)The last time...
I'm so gonna miss it.
aye, this really has the i'm leaving school feel.
duhh. haha.
okay. my exams haven't finished ya. tomorrow. tomorrow.
then i'll carry on with my part II of the departing emotional roller coaster.
wow, i can't believe i'm so crappy.
hehe.