am i over reacting?
some may say it's just an idol.
but it seemed more impactful than i thought i would be.
but to me, it's a someone. someone important to many out there.
it may not be very important to me, but through this, i see the vulnerability of life. of how unexpected things can get.
we always take things for granted. procrastinating the most to the people whom we care most. irony isn't it? you say it is the most important to you, but through your actions it says otherwise.
not getting personal or anything. just felt that it came as a shock to many. in fact to all people.
weilun, though i wasn't your fan or anything, i had always felt that you are a very true person. true to friendships, relationships whatever. a really talented girl, musically inclined. all that i could say now, is to bring along all our blessings. be happy. forget all the pain. it was a good thing that you left a beautiful mark in many people's lives. bon voyage.

dedicated to xu weilun. age 28.

went for hanakimi auto session today. wasn't really thinking of queuing. however, only with queuing then we can go in. so, me and serene queued.
wasn't really high and anticipating. somehow we both know that, hey their good friend just passed away, and we know you are not happy, but for us, you are trying your best to hide the sorrows and be happy. so, it was kind of numb and emo?
haha. hua and zun. still, i would have definitely regreted if i hadn't gone today.
hua seems very tired. zun seems tired too. hua smiled, zun said jiayou. for what, i don't know. probably he heard me say jiayou to hua and he replied. haha.

so that kind of sums up. the trip to tampines mall. although i must say, the coordination between the organisers and ushers hasn't improved at all throughout the minimal sessions i went over the years. haha.

tmr's another work day. had the danger of OTing today. but i escaped. tmr shall work doubly hard. to make up today's lost time.
tata. HIGH HIGH HIGH.
GOOD GOOD GOOD.
ILOVEIT.

the concert was really good. went all high during the whole of the concert. singing shouting light sticks. woo!!!! farenheit was good. haha. boybandishly! and stef sun sure spice up the night for singing FIRST DAY tog with she(:

woo!!!

woo!!!

very high!!

beginnning....solos.....everything..except! encore.

they placed hebe's solo drum item as encore and superstar as encore song.
they didnt sing chu dian!!!!!!! was waiting and waiting and waiting.

but they sang zen me ban and mo li!!!
maybe cos they added in zen me ban, that's why they took away chu dian??? ahah. but i want both!! and prolly, we are the FIRST concert to have zen me ban added into it. they sang LIAN REN WEI MAN as the first song, then all the fast and HIGH songs for the starting that got us all perked!!GOOD GOOD GOOD! ella was really cute with her solo drum item. and selina was really prfessional!! her skirt fell off while changin on stage and was left with her mini shorts inside and she went on with her solo sexy chair dance item. CLAPS. hebe's drum set item was good too but not as HIGH): and the concert wasnt LOOONG enough! it was only 2 and half hour long?! even ekin sang for 3 hr 45 min lehhh.

stef's first day with she kept the whole stadium ROCKING!! good good good. all i can say is first day is really a concert rocking song. yayer. hah.

oh yes, there is a rematch for soccer singapore vs malaysian coincientally, today. where? national stadium. the so called " closed down" national stadium.
yep, so there's like 50 000 soccer fans chasing the same bus as the she 7000 plus fans. caused a total big traffic jam. concert and match both ended around the same time. so i got out of the stadium at around 12.30am when the concert finished at 11.05pm. claps. so many red ppl la!!

so much for national education.

ilovesingapore.

somehow i don't sound convincing enough.

for now.

haha. oh!

next weekend will be HUA ZUNNIE week.

muahahahaa.

for all i know, it's green lightsticks for the concert is it??

and why is hana session at tampines mall?! on a monday night somemore?! wow it rhymes.

anyw, it's like i'm working at the west and the signing session is at the east?!

:'( something funny.

i'm scared of my office door! it always bring high static. it's like electricity in megawatts! and i always static with my collegues. must be the dry weather and location of our office. tuas!haha. got link? no link. haha.

anyw, life's been, tiring and boring . work tv sleep. haha. but me and shirley mingle quite well with our department. haha.we grumble and gossip tog. oops. and i changed my jobscope again. haha. we are the standbys. so we gotta learn quite a bit of stuff. haha.

k la. short entry.

nothing to write actually.

oh did i mention our canteen food are not bad. just that everytime when it gts to us, there's like minimal food left.

haha. first day of work as a temp assistant.
seems like a brand new experience...
haha.
met alot of people in my department, mostly with mostly girls as collegues and guys as our boss.
haha.
learnt quite a bit today. as a admin assistant. mainly scanning, indexing, sorting of many many different documents that seem Arabic to me.
there were alot alot of documents. and they come in bags. tralala.
my "teacher" jenny had to do OT to finish the remaining ginormous hill of documents.
felt so guilty, cos i felt that i did not help, but instead gave more trouble la. causing the unfinished work to be done by TODAY to pile up and she has to stay overtime to clear them.
WAHHs.
anyway, somehow coincidentally today is our dept's head's birthday. thus, we have pizza treat for lunch. and me and shirley thickskinnedly went in greeted him happy birthday and helped ourselves to slices of pizza.
:x
oh wells, there goes the first impression.
haha.it's afterall the pig year.. what can we do..at least we perservered and helped ourselves each to only one slice of pizza..haha..
but we sure were hungry like there's no tomorrow after work.

ohh, was that way out of point?
the main focus of this entry is to introduce my job.
how on earth did it zig zag its way to food?
haha.

ohh, shirley's workstation will be far from me. real far.
i'll be so lonely and i'll just drown myself in the lovely melody of scanning.

BUT!! lighter note, i sure hope i can save up some money!
so that i can change my phone. my phone died on me twice today. it says some data seems corrupted. and its taking like more than five min to send a msg now. it's way faster to actually call the person. bahhs.

random one,
i'll be going for yet another musical on wednesday and me and serene had gotten ourselves the cheapest ticket we can catch. ehh, we are poor students/pending students.

random two,
edmund! goodest luck for your enlistment on friday.
jiaming! goodest luck for your enlistment on thursday!
oh my, it's coming really fast.
i'll really miss
them.
:'(

random three,
27 jan i'll be going for bubblegum cheena pop girl group's concert.
haha.
if u get what i mean. u get what i mean.
and ehh, clarification! bubblegum cheena pop this name wasn't initiated by me. haha.

randomness four.
i feel like sleeping already.
please say i'm a good girl with a normal daily living cycle. haha.
(: HAPPPPY NEW YEAR!
ehh didnt feel like blogging.
but, being nice as usual, came online to say HAPPY NEW YEAR.
wish all little piglets happy birthday!!

cough cough, little pig-io, it's your year!!
brother, it's your year!!

haha!!

anyways, GANBATTE to all whose sch reopens!