am i over reacting?
some may say it's just an idol.
but it seemed more impactful than i thought i would be.
but to me, it's a someone. someone important to many out there.
it may not be very important to me, but through this, i see the vulnerability of life. of how unexpected things can get.
we always take things for granted. procrastinating the most to the people whom we care most. irony isn't it? you say it is the most important to you, but through your actions it says otherwise.
not getting personal or anything. just felt that it came as a shock to many. in fact to all people.
weilun, though i wasn't your fan or anything, i had always felt that you are a very true person. true to friendships, relationships whatever. a really talented girl, musically inclined. all that i could say now, is to bring along all our blessings. be happy. forget all the pain. it was a good thing that you left a beautiful mark in many people's lives. bon voyage.

dedicated to xu weilun. age 28.

went for hanakimi auto session today. wasn't really thinking of queuing. however, only with queuing then we can go in. so, me and serene queued.
wasn't really high and anticipating. somehow we both know that, hey their good friend just passed away, and we know you are not happy, but for us, you are trying your best to hide the sorrows and be happy. so, it was kind of numb and emo?
haha. hua and zun. still, i would have definitely regreted if i hadn't gone today.
hua seems very tired. zun seems tired too. hua smiled, zun said jiayou. for what, i don't know. probably he heard me say jiayou to hua and he replied. haha.

so that kind of sums up. the trip to tampines mall. although i must say, the coordination between the organisers and ushers hasn't improved at all throughout the minimal sessions i went over the years. haha.

tmr's another work day. had the danger of OTing today. but i escaped. tmr shall work doubly hard. to make up today's lost time.
tata.