i forgot to say something.

cherish every opportunity you have with everyone. it may seem farfetched, but we do not know when who is going.

and.. i felt everything happened for a reason. to my friend qingwen, the diver who passed away last saturday.

knew it ytd at tuanqi bainian. how slow can i get.
and knowing it before the happy event dampened my spirits.
and i was shocked. obviously.
like it happened so suddenly, and everyone cannot accept that this is reality and it seems so unreal and far fetched.
rmbing the few times that we chatted, initially he always tried to rmb my name, but ended up guessing. and that was an opportunity for us to start a conversation. sometimes kaisun will join in and joke and we'll update each other about our recent upcomings. everything seemed so long time ago but yet so vivid. not say a good friend, but definitely a brother in christ.
we believe you have gone to a place of no worries.
have a good rest.