michelle oh michelle why aren't you updating your blog? how are you in zhejiang? there's a typhoon coming and we heard its gonna be the worst in the recent years. update soon! we are worried!

saw a big fat RAT when i was on my home from yt mrt. was walking past the construction site and at the corner the rat squabbled past me. oh man i jumped in my skin, literally. gives me the goosebumps just thinking of it. ewww. it was really fat with a pot belly! bahhs. eww.

met sihui's friend carol today. sociable lady. easy to talk to. quite an interactive chat about erm, dbsk and suju. haha.

ibm today was as usual full of sarcasm. lecturer's amusing sarcasms that we have grown so used to. not. like the pins and needles poking you and you have to plaster a smile on your face.

i thought recently i wasn't quite myself at home. kind of hot tempered when i try to converse with my fam members when they come home. since well, there isn't anyone for me to talk to, and everybody comes home at the same time at 11pm, goes into their rooms and enjoy the teevees. thus the living room's mine. so i'm very much a loner recently at home. haha.

and i'm not keeping up with my school work. i want to make an effort to read up, keep up with the readings, the analysings but sometimes i just don't understand and i don't have the motivation to study cos everything seems so foreign. its like hey, i understand the dozens of theories in the lecture as you explain, but why does it look so foreign when i try to do the tutorials?? and i need to rmb at least 20 names of the founder of the theories. i can only remember henri fayol and karl marx and they are both from the same theory! T.T bahhs. to be frank, i'm still adapting to uol's style of having lectures only. nobody will go through the tutorials with you. well some qns maybe during lecture. but subjects like econs and stuff, i thought there should at least be tutorials so that classes will be split into smaller groups so that we can ask qns. and the intervals btwn lectures are so short that there is no time for consultation. there's only half an hour break in btwn 3 hrs lectures and usually lectures drag and teeachers will want their break too. so its super weird to not have separate tutorials but combined lect/tutorial lectures. haiz. i sure HOPE i will know how to do the tests coming up in two weeks time. and maths is testing on the particular lecture which i skipped and left last friday. faints.

src interview was erm, scary. aye, the cold room and the ex-co looked so intimidating. and everyone sounded so confident. being the last one, i felt nervous and i think i said at least 3 erms in one sentence. haha. but it was not a very badly done session. it was okay.

oh oh. that was an unintentional grumbling session.
and every thing seems so random. so disorganised. bahhs.
oh dear. 8.30 lect tmr. off to sleep!