and so it was mayday on saturday.
and it was kinda high.
make it really high.
and so it's alrdy tuesday.
and so it's less than two weeks from econs.
and i do not know my stuff. (no. i do know a bit of macro)
and it's two weeks before the end of my kids' exams.
and it's two weeks of three lessons per week.
and i'm still idling around.
i can't seem to jam econs into my brain.
and i can't feel the sense of urgency.
well, it came and went. came and went away.
and i'm tempted to go korea.
michelle just came back from there.
and i'm tempted to go taiwan.
sihui is about to go.
but no, i can't go anywhere.
i have psle!
i shall save up.
i shall i shall.
ibm is gonecase. much gone.
i found a great spot in my living room to study.
it has sunlight shining in in the afternoon onto the table and the two chairs which dad put near the window.
i feel really close to the nature when i study there.
maybe its because of the heat.
i've gotten a new phone.
k850i.
explored a lil.
shall offcially start using it after my exams.
i don't have the time to take nice photos now.
i keep saying i don't have time.
it all boils down to time management.
oh, kiwi aids in my sleeping.
i sleep like a log .
haha.
i shall go sleep now.

and this post seems so random. amore can always cause some upheavels in my body.
for example aches, wobbly legs wobbly arms etc.
and so, stretch fit today gave me an ankle sprain as i almost walk into the drain while crossing the road.
ha.ha.ha.

the end.


ps. nthg big. my ankles' joints are loose after years of twisting :D and its always so easy to become antisocial subconsciously. it's only from last week that i felt i am studying in a university.
london lecturers came to give us full day revision workshops.
still in the midst of it now.
and i'm more than certain that i yearn for a different uni life.
sigh.
what to do. if only we could turn back time.
so reality is hitting on me again.
the practicality of all these are so real that they do not seem real to me.
really hate the me. who.worries.over.fees.instead.of.exams.
that's second in line anyway.
so, is it weird of me to envy people who study like a full time undergrad?